Ayam panggang lada hitam bersama sayuran sihat haha
Dear bloggy,
Eheeee, planning to eat in a small portion is already succeed. Should i maintain this? Or just ate like this only for today. Uhurm, but i don't care much about my body right now because SPM is nearly reached the time. Don't ask me what i need to do guys. I know what to do, even sometimes i'm to lazy to open the books. But i'm still has the passion to got some credit for the result later. Insyaallah! :))
OLD POST FROM OLD BLOG
" My love's life getting so complicated now. Its doenst mean my BF but my FREN, FAMILY. Also my new family now. Its hard to believe now i have 2 new family. My old family now, doesnt talk to much. They just think wat they done is the best. But for their children, me? Hurrgh. I dont wanna talk bout this anymore. In my heart only have this want boy, i dunt noe y i leb him so much. Mybe he's the first guy ia dated wif. Eventough he's attitude just like a player, but dunt noe why. Im want to leave in a lonely life rite now. Thanx for my fren, always adviced me wat i've done. N not leave me just like tat, like my BF. Tat has leave me n left their promises just like tat. I noe, i make alot of mistaked to them. But at least forgive me, n try to be wif me. Everyone has their second chance rite. Hmm. I just want forgiven but not forgotten. ;( "I read my old blog yesterday, and i felt so upset about it. Maybe because i forgot what i wrote in a past one year before. And when i read that, all the old memories came into my mind. Ahaaa, it's not good to thinked back about the past right but the memories will stick into the brain no matter how hard we try to forget. Maybe i need ' brainwash treatment ' :) but what on earth have a stupid treatment like that. haha But it's okay bloggy, i am strong no matter what challenge may past. I will be strong to fight for the life. Maybe i need someone to hold me, but i have to learn that i don't have no one right now. I have to walk with my own feet. This feet have to be strong, this heart have to be tough, this brain have to be positive, this NADIA have to smile no matter what challenge she may seen, feel and through. AM I RIGHT BLOGGY?
p/s : I like the " i just want forgiven but not forgotten "